I like to write. I seriously do. I can see that when I write something. I feel better, even I dont sit down to write regularly. But even as a response to a message, I like to write. This can be a short explanation of a thing, or a poem to express my feelings outer.
I cannot give some formulas to write better, regular, with an aim, or a purpose (yes there are some different meanings of these two) or what to write. I just can say that it feels better. It does not happen all the time when I read something. It is like playing an instrument. When you listen to some music, no matter how qualified it is, you do not feel all the time satisfied, or relief or glow. But playing is not like that, even you get tired or bored in a short period, you enjoy the time you played.
The purpose of this essay is to emphasize the meaning and value of the writing related to the moments that I am in a process of writing. As I say, here I dont refer to writing as a daily routine activity, or some occupational necessity. But it is good. It fulfills your feelings. It says that you did something, something meaningful, productive. When I write something, I get happy like I finished an obligatory task (it mostly happens when I finish writing in an ordered way, express my feelings and thoughts properly, of course it does not happen all the time, and I sometimes give up writing before finish it. This could be time that may create a gap between you and writing. But it should be mostly about your confusion about your feelings your thoughts. And even you dont finish it, you stay with your confusion, seems like it did not help you about your problems, I think, it helps for the further configuration of your mental progression by leading you to have more systematic, ordered way of thinking -maybe for the future writing). I think that the writing in the parentheses was cool with a poetic end.
Anyway, what I mean is that writing is joyful to me. It is like making some sport and finish it. It is like making a composition and recording it. It is like talking to people and they are listening to you very carefully, enthusiastically and at the end they will have questions to ask. Of course all the things I say are appropriate for the “you” people, if you like to write. As we always say, as bunch of people, “no beauty by force”. If you are not into this, find something else. You see that again the poetry here inside of it, did you see the rhyme?
